I have had a difficult time the last couple of days putting things in persepctive. Susan and I are really struggling with some issues that I know Satan wants us to be caught up on and it makes me sad. Especially when I add in the fact that Monday I leave for Honduras for two whole weeks. I am excited about the trip but am sad about not being with Susan and Hayden. I have been trying to take extra time and spend them with the two of them. I have been bringing Hayden up to the church building some when I go up there to work and that has been good, but I am still very sad. I don't want to be, but I am. I just pray that it doesn't get any worse before we actually leave. Uuuggghhhh!
Father, Please bless me with an overwhelming flow and feeling of your spirit. I need the comfort and strength right now so much. Thank you for your love and continuing to bless me in my weakest times. Please be with Susan and I and our daughter in this tough time, thank you for their love and encouragement. I love you Father. Amen.
